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This years last snow. Purely artificial. From far away it looked like a triangle had been cut out of the scenery. Kind of fun, but as of today, spring has conquered our hearts. Apparently the female starling is already back from her winter holiday presumably from centre- Europe.  

Our nights lately are filled with cries and moomin-songs. As granny stayed over, she got the full experience of a 1 year old trying to teach her some bird-names - that's the jackpot of the night. Oh, our little cute ornithologist. But sleeplessness is wearing us down, especially now, where it's easy to catch a cold (that happened too, last week) and the body is worn out from the long sun-less winter. But we're hanging on!

To get a drivers licence, everyone must take a first-aid-course and that's when I experienced, that i definitely don't want to go back to high-school. We did get to do heart massage along this song: Fun, especially all the high-school girls and boys blushing and being embarrassed for no reason. But i know, for sure now, that i'm still that very annoying nerd, who wants all the questions corrected and checked, even when it's not necessary. Absolutely. Not. Necessary.

I can't say, that i like this nerd-person i become (sometimes), but it seems to get the best  of me when I'm nervous. And that happens for example in a seminar, when the professor asks a question and everybody is acting as if they're deaf. Then it happens. I'm bound to say something stupid. "Could someone give a short conclusion of last weeks seminar?". Twelve(or so) people just staring into the sealing, and i decide to answer. But I wasn't even there last week! phuhh. 

Embarrassing... so embarrassing. 'cos there are'nt any "golden eggs" happening in that moment. I should've just waited a little longer. Mouth shut.

My conclusion: i need to get out more... and talk to people... talk to adults.

It's a bit weird to write about chit-chat, while serious things are happening not far away here in Europe. I hope a peaceful solution will arise and that each side is working hard that as their goal.

See you soon!